Saturday, May 28, 2011

Rhymes Is My Little Angel Voice

I Want To Be A Grown Up Guy - Muhd. Aliff Jamian

Social website not gonna be a comfortable place for me to tell a story, right ? So then, I decided to make a post for this desolate morning-maybe just to fill up my lonely time . Time tics very fast as we didn't realize that the day will come for an end . sigh . It's 29th of May, Sunday morning which mean that the school holidays have been crossed off with one day, bye Saturday full with wasted desires .

My past egoistic neatly wrapped with regrets . I can't go back to the past to make it right, it is beyond my chilldish-emotional imagination . Alphabets on the keyboard that I've been keep typing with many deliberate mistakes joint together to form a few words that even I didn't knew it's meaning, "hopeless", "regretfull", "tears", "forgiveness", "chances", "love" and so on. Life not goes like it gonna be, plans that have been made long time ago can easily ruined just with a few seconds. Otherwise, life must be go on till the final breath . Although the final breath is a hopeless breath, nothing will change with or withtout it .

The regrets that I've been toss-thinking that it's useless, I pick it up to make it as a self-motivater for me to make a one wise-step so that I'll be never regrets with what the hell ever that I've made . Regrets want to tell to the people to pick the most extremely wise decision so that when the final day come, don't show up your face coz you're a failed person to be with regretfull . Tears is one of the usefull way to overcome the blamed of the damn fools ! Somehow tears show that you are failed ! ruined ! coward ! Girlly ! That is an insult for a guy ! If you don't have the guts to be a guy, go ahead kill yourself, I meant it .

People can easily get forgiveness and another chance . But, for an unthankful person they keep doing the wrong things continuously-hoping that the chances that have been given can be spare with another one . Ancients magics spells wont works on the seconds time, that's goes the same with chances that been given to an idiot ! Forgiving others help us to learn more about way of love . Love is just like a lesson that we've studied in school . The different is, loving lesson do not required a teacher to teach, it must be learn by both couples . Like examination, loving need skills and a lots of tips and avoid cheatings . Molecules, compound, elements need a strong chemical bond to joint it together, same goes with love-by making the both couples loving together, it'll be needing the strongest chemical bond named loves .